Bear with me, it's my first ever blog. I have journaled off an on throughout my life as a way to clear my head. I follow & enjoy several other blogs ranging every subject from fishing to Jesus to randomness to motherhood. I want to tell the story of a journey. The journey of Esther. It's hard to know whether to start from the beginning, where I am now, or to define the dreams I have in my heart of where I am going in the coming years. As a 38 year old child of God, wife, mother of 3 daughters, part time dr assistant, business owner, etc... I feel that I have gained a wealth of knowledge yet have many lessons to learn. I have been described as sweet, fun, smart, kind, gracious & a tom-boy. I see myself as a damaged but forgiven overcomer whom God has never left or forsaken. Thankfully He made me with a love for people, the outdoors & life itself so I would never consider giving up even when it really was the most appealing option. I have a zest for life & peace about my past that truly does pass all understanding. I have been blessed enough to have some amazing people placed in my life along the way to guide me. My ramblings will include parts of this amazing story that is my life thus far, random thoughts about nothing, & hopes and dreams for the future. It may be boring, goofy, sad, triumphant, whiny or worthwhile...we'll just have to wait & see.